I'm sorry..

To all my faithful followers I want to apologize for not posting. The past few months have been the hardest ever in my life. For the past 10+ years i've been married to the love of my life. I still love him dearly...and would take him back in a heartbeat if he changed his current ways. How he is currently, even though I love him, I can not allow things to continue. I'm not faultless, but even if you ask him, he will tell you i've improved on the issues i've had, and I will continue to improve on myself. Anyone who is a friend of my best friend...my hubby, please reach out to him. He needs you now more then ever.

I've seen a lawyer, and a divorce is imminent. For Caitlynn's and Jacob's sakes i'm asking him to get his OWN place. I pray to God that he does. I want my kids to be able to say "This is Daddy's apartment" not what they would currently have to say.

Dont anyone ever doubt that I loved, well...Love him. He is "MY GREATEST" ... that emotion ranges from Love to Severe Dislike right now... but he was never a mistake...and I dont regret our life. I do want a better life back WITH him though, and do have hope, From him, that it could happen down the road.

I'm sorry to those of you that had been left in the dark. I cant... well wont, talk about all that has occured. But Frank needs to find God again. And I Pray that everyone here can help him see HIM again.

He led me to God....I must now try to lead him back.